I need an outlet. I am scared, tired, sad, guilty, afraid, anxious and I am not comfortable or have the time to relate this to someone in my circle. I took my 67 year old mother on to live with me 18 months ago when my stepdad got sick and couldn't take care of himself, let alone her. He has since recovered enough that he can drive and take himself to the doctor. To say it has been a strain to have my mother in my home would be true. My husband has been outwardly supportive but I know internally it drives him nuts. Well, I made the decision to have my mom move back in with my stepdad and today was the day she left our home. I feel so guilty, sad, somewhat relieved but not much and know I can't take care of her full time. I am sick today and am FAT and I am just at my wits end. This post really doesn't make much sense because I am just so scattered. I have got to get it together! Any tips for dealing with all these feelings at once?