Yikes! my family is in town for my mother's birthday and I'm having the delusion that they're here to stage a mental health intervention for me. The problem is that I can't really reassure myself that this is a delusion at the moment. I'm really worried. I know I have a personality disorder, and I'm getting professional help. I just hope they know that I'm working on it on my own and all of them confronting me at once would be really terrifying in the worst way. Maybe they're trying to stage a regular intervention?
I really don't have a drug and alcohol problem. I'm way too paranoid to sustain one. I'm lying in bed and I'm scared. I don't know what's real.