A letter to my thoughts, my anxiety and my depression

[tashalyn]

You stole from me a lot of moments

A lot of time

A lot of energy

And you caused me a lot of pain and enormous suffering

You caused my family and loved ones a lot of pain too

I know you want me to stop fighting you

To accept what you say as facts as the truth

But I refuse

I know you want me to end my life

But I refuse

Maybe I can’t shut you up completely you coward SOB

But I can and I will LIVE

I will push through everyday

With immense power

You are trying to rob me of hope also

But I won’t let you

So bring on your best

I am staying here and am not going anywhere

[fauxartist]

your fighting, and your winning, good on ya...thanks for sharing your words and show that we can fight the good fight and win.

[tashalyn in reply to fauxartist]

Thank you for the sweet words and encouragement

[Three_beats]

Well said. We are all anxiety warriors and we will overcome this! Thanks for sharing

[tashalyn in reply to Three_beats]

Yes we shall overcome this!!!

[Hopeful-Tinkerbell]

If you’re fighting you’re living. That Post hit very close to home for me about my husband. I don’t think he wants me to kill myself but most everything else. If someone does want you to do that get them away from you now! Be safe! My husband is just a bad alcoholic and tries to be very controlling. Sometimes it works depending on my anxiety at the time but this group has given me so much strength. He accused me recently of being nasty to him (that’s a joke!) because I’ve been calling him on his crap more. I hope you keep your fighting spirit! You inspired me! ❤️

[tashalyn in reply to Hopeful-Tinkerbell]

Am so sorry that is happening to you with your husband. Breaks my heart you are going through that, but we are all here for you if you ever need! Keep on the fighting spirit

[Hopeful-Tinkerbell in reply to tashalyn]

It’s all good. 18 years. It has its ups and downs. I can only work on myself now, as I’ve learned I am the only person I can change. Then I can decide what I can tolerate or not. I’m okay. Thank you though.

[KrissNique]

Love it !!!!

[tashalyn in reply to KrissNique]

Thank you