It happened again today but I was not gonna be defeated. I have to go to work today and face the music. I may be fired or given a final warning. I really don’t care. I’m ready to throw away a job I love and income to pay my bills for peace of mind. This is the third job in less than 3 years. It usually just spirals out of control after the first attack. I can’t go on like this. I can’t keep avoiding people and places because of anxiety. This is debilitating.