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Not so interview

Well after braving the battle to leave an abusive relationship just before Christmas I know it's all going to work out as it should and I'm think i am going into get kind of an interview thingy set up so I can ease myself back into the work force...I'm scared as hell!!!! The last job I tried to do only lasted a few weeks before I lost control of my anxiety about my dandruff....I tried everything and my dandruff got worse and worse....I have such fears of people looking at all my dead skin flaking off my head! I'm so scared of so much and I'm not even in therapy yet to deal with this then my daughter left last night and it's effecting my 6year old son at school and I'm trying to be brave and move forward because I have no other choice... I'm praying to fall asleep n get through all of this and move forward but I'm so scared. So so sooooo scared. But hey in the bright side I can go into the grocery store so I can do this but the grocery store I don't have to talk to anyone especially with self checkout.....but I have to talk to real people and in person.....I'm very scary right now. My hands are going numb just write this.

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Oh so sorry take some deep slow breathes and calm yourself.. the dandruff issue ..I'm assuming you've tried clinical strength dandruff shampoo..so next step dermatologist.. If you can't access one right now do to cost goggle the specific symptoms of your dandruff.. Good for you leaving an abusive relationship I know how hard that is..you're on the right track just keep moving at your own pace...6 year olds are resilient.. Hang in there it will.gradually get easier 😊

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Well I think it's dandruff that's the word I grew up with.....and I have been to a dermatologist.....so I know it's psoriasis....I just can't afford that route....it's one of them catch 22's I always run into...I can't get the help I need to get a job because I don't have a job to get the help I need.....I have to go through some suffering to get it done and I have already decided it's up to God as to whatever happens to me. And thank so much for the encouragement.. .it really helps.

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Your welcome can you apply for medicare or medicaid since you're not working right now..then maybe you can get a Dr get you medication

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I'm working on all of it all at once cause I don't do it for myself no one is going to help me through it.... thanks for the suggestion and support.....

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That's why I have this not so interview

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Have you tried head & shoulders shampoo? Try to look up “remedies to cure and get rid of dandruff” on Pinterest! I’m sure they have something

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Thanks I will check into it.

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