Well after braving the battle to leave an abusive relationship just before Christmas I know it's all going to work out as it should and I'm think i am going into get kind of an interview thingy set up so I can ease myself back into the work force...I'm scared as hell!!!! The last job I tried to do only lasted a few weeks before I lost control of my anxiety about my dandruff....I tried everything and my dandruff got worse and worse....I have such fears of people looking at all my dead skin flaking off my head! I'm so scared of so much and I'm not even in therapy yet to deal with this then my daughter left last night and it's effecting my 6year old son at school and I'm trying to be brave and move forward because I have no other choice... I'm praying to fall asleep n get through all of this and move forward but I'm so scared. So so sooooo scared. But hey in the bright side I can go into the grocery store so I can do this but the grocery store I don't have to talk to anyone especially with self checkout.....but I have to talk to real people and in person.....I'm very scary right now. My hands are going numb just write this.