If I have a constant fear that I would start sexually harassing men or start having sex with boy's forcefully or with men. I also have a fear that I would start drinking alcohol or smoking or eat non vegetarian food. I belong from a Hindu family where we don't consider animal's as food. This constant worry leaves me crying and I get scared to go out of my home. It's getting very difficult for me to focus on my home issues,my college and I start doubting my character and its freaking me out. Please help.