That out my moods are recently . One minute I'm happy optimistic. The next I'm miserable and sucidial. I wish I had some support from my husband . One day we are great together the next he hates me. And yes truly hates me. Every time we fight he always brings up divorce. It hurts me so bad , I try not to who it in front of him. But it really hurts. My heart literally aches. I just wish he loved me like I loved him. Then maybe we would be good. I know it's normal to fight but I wish he wouldn't bring up divorce so much. I know he doesn't want to be married to me , it's obvious . Sucidie seems like such an easy way out at this point but I could never leave my son alone. I don't know what to do anymore. I feel and I am broken. Nothing will help.