Suffered long enough and cried out for help and fallen on death ears and doctors that don't care and family and spouse either.

[Ruhi20]

I am tried and i have begged for help and people don't care. I am really at the end and giving up . No matter where i turn nothing. Its not a pity party. I am done trying. Mentally and emotionally i am (Done) .

[_Dreamy_]

Don’t give up! This is a loving community and we will try to be here for you. I get that you are frustrated and done, but life still has a lot in store for you and you should not give up!

[_Dreamy_]

If your spouse does not care l, he/she should not be your spouse, he/she should be there for you! Of course I am not the one who should decide this for you, but this is just my opinion

[Ruhi20 in reply to _Dreamy_]

Because it's not my house i am living in . its his. Wich

[Ruhi20 in reply to Ruhi20]

Which i am reminded of . his house . mental abuse and emotional as well.

[_Dreamy_ in reply to Ruhi20]

That must be really hard! Can’t you stay at a friends house or something like that?

[Alaskamom68 in reply to Ruhi20]

That is such a difficult thing to endure!!! I was abused for many years and I still bare the mental and emotional scares But getting out is the best thing I ever did. I filed a restraining order and walked away. I was so much in love this man. When it was good it was great and when it was bad it was emotional hell!! He abused me mentally, emotionally and yes even physically ( but less of that) At some point I just knew I was done and that I had to walk away. That was 24 years ago... I have been married to a loving and gentle man for 15 year in March. I still think about this past love. Sometimes it is with regret of wasted time, sometimes with flash backs of the abuse with fear, sometimes with sadness and pity as this ass is sick and he also obviously didn't have a clue how deeply in love with him that I was. He got into drugs, cheated and broke my heart... he threw what we did have away... His loss !!!

[luvmyself]

Ruhi20 I am really sorry that you are having such a hard time right now. I know how frustrating it can be when I am not being heard. You said even your doctors are not helping. Have the doctors what they think is causing you to feel this way?

[Alaskamom68]

I hear you !!! I am feeling the same.. Please don't care or understand and at this point I no longer trust doctors for numerous valid reasons. BUT I will never give up even through I feel like the stress of it all is going to kill me. I have to try for my children and I so want my life back. Maybe we could chat and help each other to not give up. Signed I CARE <3