For me, as I have been dealing with it for a few months now. Some days it's just silent in the background..but it's there. Then something happens, rattles my cage, another setback, another insult or injury..another insensitive comment..and I'm completely Drowning in it..it's Despair.
What does it feel like to experience this awful INVISIBLE pain?
It's like uncontrollable Bleeding INSIDE of me. In places I cannot Show you. Bleeding emotionally and mentally.
There is a BIG..very BIG ignorance of depression in this world. No wonder many people suffer alone in silence. They're afraid that others Insensitivity will cause More Harm...and we are weary of the weight we carry now...we're afraid of that one last straw