Lonely

[PoeticSoul34]

is it possible to be loved and be dealing with so much. Its like my mind is always racing and my nerves are bad. The only peace ive found was having a wife and then when my daughter was born i felt whole. It was like a had a purpose to try. I could finally get rest at night. But ive slept barely at all since theyve been gone. I just watch alot of tv and write poems.I want to call her but everytime we talk i break down. I dnt want my daughter to see me that way. Its hard to call or txt her but i know i need to stay away...