I feel horrible, tired... nauseous. I got up this morning and cleaned the house good. Then it's like I just wanted to crawl in my bed and cry. I feel achy all over
I started Zoloft Tuesday but I missed last night and another night. I feel worse than ever.
I have a nuero appointment tomorrow but it is expensive without insurance and idk if I want to go.
My son has a birthday party to go to today, and I want so bad to take him but i feel freaking horrible. I feel like such a bad mom and I'm so sorry to him that I am like this.
I start counseling soon, looking forward to going but i know I'm gonna feel horrible while I'm there and I don't know if I can do it.
My husband is so supportive but he doesn't deserve to have a wife like me, he deserves someone that isn't always feeling bad and crying. One that puts herself together and laughs. I used to be that at one time, now I just feel so so low and I can't get out of my stupid head and my freaking body always feels like crap. This isn't fair