Lost and desperate

[WebbAnd13]

My wife wants a divorce and kicked me out of the house. I have and make very little money. My work is going to fire me if I don’t improve. I had cycling panic attacks for 24 hours. I shake uncontrollably due to stress. I am an addict and clean 88 Days, but my wife said she can’t handle it. No trust. My mind will not get off my soulmate. I am as low as I have ever been. The majority of these issues are due to clinical depression but no one cares. Any advice would be appreciated.

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Great job at getting clean and staying clean. I know you are going through a tough time but hang in there. She is very skeptical at the time so you have to prove to her that you are staying clean for good.

[mysmugcat]

I'm sorry to hear that. Is this the longest you have been clean?

[WebbAnd13 in reply to mysmugcat]

I was clean for 5 1/2 Years.

[Agora1 in reply to WebbAnd13]

that's great!