My fears coming true

[jillellen]

I have health fears especially over cancer ! Had a breast biopsy everyone said they won’t find anything they are doing it for your piece of mind well they found cells that make me higher risk for breast cancer ! My period is out of wack and I have been on progesterone to regulate uterine lining which now I can’t take due to hormones can assist with breast cancer . I think I have a rectovaginal fistula although 2 drs said no! I am in severe panic and depression ! And my 22 year old doesn’t like me because I have fears . Didn’t even check on me when I had surgery

[Hidden]

I went through the same thing 7 years ago, thankfully it turned out fine although I have to do mammograms every year. The good news for you! It's very good that you got it checked! I wish you the best!

[jillellen in reply to Hidden]

Thanks but now I have the runs and stomach burning so my mind is saying I am bleeding in stomach ! I can’t turn off the fear all I want to do is cry

[Hidden in reply to jillellen]

Take some slow deep breaths...in through your nose ..out through your mouth. Sometimes crying is helpful, try not to do that too long. XXX

[jillellen in reply to Hidden]

Thanks I am trying that and taking Ativan . I also got the flu so it’s all piling up on me and I am waiting for uterine biopsy results ! Stuck at work not dealing well

[Hidden in reply to jillellen]

I think you should go home! Tell them you need a mental health day. My goodness you sure have a platter going on right now! Again I'm here for you! XXX

[jillellen in reply to Hidden]

Thanks you for being here I feel lost ! Can’t leave I have to open and close the office today

[Hidden in reply to jillellen]

No problem, I love helping people! XXX

[jillellen in reply to Hidden]

Well you’re good at at ! You have helped as I have no one to tell

[Hidden]

Health anxiety is tough, I have it. But you have to try and stay positive although I know it's hard. I don't think it's right that your son treats you like that above all you are his mother, some people that never delt with anxiety can be inconsiderate. They have no idea how we feel and what we go through and they think it has an off and on switch. I guess when ever he comes around you try not to complain so much around him. It's sad you don't have that support but you have it on here from us. I hope you feel better.

[jillellen]

I have ocd of health issues ! See a psychiatrist and psychologist ! Usually helping but things piling too fast too much right now

[jillellen in reply to jillellen]

Well on a good note biopsy of uterus is fine