I just had the biggest cry that I've had in a long while. I had plans to go to my in-laws next door and eat junk and play games, but that didn't happen. Now I'm just sitting on my couch, waiting for 12:00 to roll around. I'll probably eat my ceremonial chips with queso later on. I have a lot of fears for the coming year. I'm going to be resigning from my job as a teacher, and with that comes a lot of uncertainty and anxiety and fear for what the future holds. As far as New Years Resolves (not calling them resolutions because that's too cliche), I feel unmotivated to do much of anything, and I am just praying that something good will come my way. There's a lot of walking by faith right now, and I hope that I can see the light soon.