I’m new to this site. I have panic disorder and ocd My main fear in life is vomiting, it scares me to death. My fear stops me from enjoying everyday life and makes me afraid my boyfriend will get tired of me. I live in fear every single day that I am going to get sick everything I do or touch is questionable and it makes me feel so alone. I currently have gastritis and the acid reflux and stomach acid is making my anxiety a lot worse these days :(. It really sucks feeling scared all the time.