Dont know what to feel

[OhMsBeliever]

So after what seemed like a good month or so, my depression came back. At a time where i'm so stressed from finals and college life and trying to get my life together, it seems like I can't find happiness in anything anymore. I lost my focus and I need it back especially when i'm doing so much in so little time to get my life together. I don't want to interact with other people and I even envy them because they seem happy and I know I shouldn't because I want other people to be happy but I just don't know where these selfish thoughts came from because it's not like me. Help