Well another weekend came around and the whole scenario where my husband walked out to meet someone at a premier inn replayed in my head once again. It’s also 13 days on citalopram, which I know probably isn’t helping matters. Once again I’m upset, confused and just don’t understand why he did it? He said it was a stupid mistake, but yet he still did it. I feel stupid for not being able to let it go, but I can’t. I just feel like he chose to walk away that night & he continues to walk away now every time he steps out the door and it hurts. He said when he got to the premier inn he had decided it was wrong and nothing was going to happen. That he couldn’t do that to me or my daughter. But yet he did, he did when he made the decision to walk out the door and go. Is this all just silly and stupid and if so why can’t I just let it go?