Constant sadness

[rorosco]

I have come to my last resort. I don't even post on Facebook, I don't share my problems, I feel like I bug people when I discuss anything related to myself, but I've come to a point I just can't take it anymore. No I have no suicidal tendencies. I am your typical girl at this point of the conversation, I fell in love and it ended. Not only did it tare me up inside but he was my boss and still is to this day. I hear the whispers about his new girlfriends but I was never considered one. It pains me everyday I just to know what to do anymore I really need some help. I feel of loneliness, zero worth, hatred yet my heart aches for him to be back in my life everyday! I never knew someone would love there life but hate it all at the same time. I'm miserable beyond all extent.

[Lostjoy]

So sorry. I don’t have any magical words that will make you feel better. Relationships are very hard. We actually grieve for the person who has left our lives. In your case you still have to associate with this person which I’m sure even makes it that much harder. I do know time heals. I hope you can find someone else who fills your life with even more happiness than you had before.

[Hidden]

I agree time heals...at this point just look after yourself and realise what your in for and if your strong you will deal with it quick if not , you will learn from it and become stronger..it's hard for everyone who goes through a break up...anyway you will find your match..the right one will come when you least expect it then you will really see what love is.. God, if I hadn't broken up with my exes I would not be with the love of my life now ..I know what love is now and its nothing like what I thought it was back then ..in the meantime just heal..

[rorosco]

Thank you this is what I needed to boost some positivity in my day

[Lizbett]

He's still your boss? Are you going to be able to deal with that? Consider the benefits of a new job.

Best wishes.

[rorosco in reply to Lizbett]

He is and has been for a year now after and I still can't get over it, we are really good friends. I am expecting a promotion and I love my job and where I work so much! It's one thing that keeps me okay. I do good most days till someone brings it up then I can feel it deep down and my heart sinks. I just wish I didn't still have feelings for him the way I do.