I have come to my last resort. I don't even post on Facebook, I don't share my problems, I feel like I bug people when I discuss anything related to myself, but I've come to a point I just can't take it anymore. No I have no suicidal tendencies. I am your typical girl at this point of the conversation, I fell in love and it ended. Not only did it tare me up inside but he was my boss and still is to this day. I hear the whispers about his new girlfriends but I was never considered one. It pains me everyday I just to know what to do anymore I really need some help. I feel of loneliness, zero worth, hatred yet my heart aches for him to be back in my life everyday! I never knew someone would love there life but hate it all at the same time. I'm miserable beyond all extent.