Ready to give up.

[mapmcc]

New to site. Need help.unhappy,nothing interest me,look forward to nothing,no energy,death seems welcome. Meds and doctors donn’t Help. Afraid of what I may do. God help me..

[Hopeful-Tinkerbell]

God can and will help you! Give it to him! I can promise you that you should not let temporary situations affect your permanent outcome. This will pass. God has a bigger plan for your life. I believe that. He sent you here. You don’t want to do that. Do NOT harm yourself permanently for a temporary situation. You can find help at Church. Your doctor. The emergency room etc. I’m here. I’ll talk to you! It may help keep my mind off my problems. Those who can’t, teach. Pray with all your might! Just make sure you are open to hear the answers He gives. God may not give you the answer you want when you want it but He will give you the best answer for you at the best time for it! I’ve had times when I’ve been down that I would not have been ready for the answer I was given. This situation you are in is temporary. You may not have the interest right now in what will happen in the future but your future will change. There are good things ahead for you and you will enjoy them when they come. Hold on tight, pray and get emergency help if needed! God loves you! I will be praying for you! God can and will help you! IF you let Him. That’s the hard part. Letting go of it so that He can take over. I’ve written things or feelings on paper and had a “God Box” I put them in and never take them back out. When they are gone visualize them leaving and never coming back. Or throw the trash thoughts in the trash. God bless you! I understand! Worrying about everything but not having the energy or motivation to do anything about it. Go to church. Join a group. Go for a walk. Stillness breeds bad thoughts. An idle mind is a terrible thing. The devil will crawl right in and feed! Stay strong. We are here for you!

[Sprinkle1]

Sounds like you are depressed, are you on an antidepressant? Sometimes we have to try a few to find one that works for us. There is a test you can take at the Dr. Office called Genesight, the inside of ones mouth is swabbed and a test run, then the suitable antidepressant is listed.

Don;t give up you are special, young and have many good years ahead, take it from a long time sufferer. Write to us let us help you. Take care of yourself, be kind to yourself, do at least one nice thing a day just for You. We send love & caring, peace too. Sprinkle 1

[mapmcc in reply to Sprinkle1]

Thank you Sprinkle 1 for the kind words and advice. I pray and pray but wonder if God hears me anymore. I can’t remember when I have laughed or been happy. I don’t look forward to anything, except going to sleep when I can at night.i have gone 3 days without sleep before. I don’t want to clean my house, do my dishes or any of the things I use to do from daylight till dark plus work 8 to 10 hours outside the home every day. I am content being by myself. Crowds make me a nervous wreck. I think constantly about death. And think i would not happen all these feelings if I was dead. Depression is not new to me . I have had depression for over 15 years. Cannot last tell you the meds they have had me on. Spent 1 week in a mental clinic, 7 weeks 3 times a week in day classes. Now on 30 mg Prozac and 90 mg of cymbalta every day. Plus Klonopin and Xanax along with my body and heart meds. Is it any wonder i’m Tired and want want to give up. God Help Me before it’ to late.

[Sprinkle1]

Hi, sorry I am so long in replying, I have been having a really bad time with anxiety/depression, I am doing the neglecting myself and staying in bad late. Can you talk to your Dr. or better yet a Psychiatrist, or a therapist, find a support group. There is help it is not always easy to find. I send you my best wishes, I think I know how you feel, as I am in a bad place myself just now. I send you my love and support, keep on looking for the light at the end of the tunnel, that is what I am doing, I also go to therapy and support group. I am on 5 meds, which I do not like, but I do it with the hopes of getting well. Peace & Big Hugs. Sprinkle 1