Today

Well I woke up with a pretty soar throat and called out of work. Per usual I had to be honest with my parents and I get the whole that’s not good enough excuse and I go to work even when I’m sick. My mom expects me sometimes to get over things quickly. I feel like my anxiety is bothering me again. I kept hearing a few times oh it sounds like your feeling good. Mind you I’m 31 years old almost 32. Sometimes I feel like I can’t even make my own decisions and things get me worked up. I have therapy on Monday