Every time I think I might be overcoming my anxiety, something happens to remind me that it is still very alive. I'm trying so hard to not let it flood back in, but it's starting to feel like deja vu... I just want to be free of this forever. I thought that having a baby would make me whole, now I suffer from anxiety and depression and taking medicine every single day. I feel like my life has changed so drastically. My body is always on edge and my mind is as well. I honestly don't understand how I've made it this far considering the condition I was in after giving birth to my daughter. I'm ready to be free of this anxiety and to start living my life again.