I work 2 jobs, enjoy my co-workers, I volunteer,i go to a support group, I exercise, I try to eat well, I laugh and smile with others but deep inside I still feel empty. In the moment I had a romantic interest. I thought a companion would help me feel more purpose....I would dream of our life together and feel hope in having a family. This feeling of emptiness drives me crazy. It goes to the point t where I don't want to do anything anymore. I love being with people but when they're gone it's just me and God. ..