Empty

[Fishmonster]

I feel empty numb likes there’s nothing there

I feel angry and frustrated but no happiness joy or love

I struggle with the thoughts of just wanting to sleep forever because I just hate feeling, feeling pain, depression anxiety and life.

[kkat37]

so sorry to hear you are feeling so alone and down. I am glad you are here on the board tonight, to talk this out. What were the things you use to enjoy doing? I too isolate myself and feel alone and down. When my anxiety is high I have a hard time sleeping. I play puzzle games on my phone or color.

[Fishmonster in reply to kkat37]

I just don’t enjoy anything I don’t find enjoyment except for just working which just distract me and then the second it’s over it’s right back

[Hidden]

Bummer of a place to be in..

I do not, repeat, do not want to sound trite in any way nor try to diminish what your are going through. It's real and it hurts simply put....

Depression stinks!

No two ways about it.

Is this something new for you?

Your description of symptoms sounds like some one "new" to the disease or having a relapse.

"Sleeping Forever" sounds like thoughts of self harm..

That is not an option.

If you're willing please share more about what's going on with your life, to get you where you are now.

[Fishmonster in reply to Hidden]

I recall vividly having suicidal thoughts in second grade

I believe I suffered from depression and anxiety my entire life

Been on medication so many times spent most of my life in therapy and doctors and everything else I just wish that there ever will be an answer or a cure but I know this is something that I must live with

[BostonSandy]

I am so sorry that you feel so alone. Sometimes I sit down and write my feelings out, like a letter to myself. Depression does hurt. You are not alone.

[Hazrat]

engage yourself in joyful activities, avoid the action make you bore

[Fishmonster]

I recall vividly having suicidal thoughts in second grade

I believe I suffered from depression and anxiety my entire life

Been on medication so many times spent most of my life in therapy and doctors and everything else I just wish that there ever will be an answer or a cure but I know this is something that I must live with