What is happy? what is sad? what is excited? what is it like to be anything but empty? I can't remember anymore. This life... its sooo... black and white and boring and meaningless. What is the purpose of living? I don't have a purpose in this life and that... that feeling is the same as being dead so why can't I just die? This life it means nothing. does any life mean anything when it's inevitble that we die? I can't change the world or start a revolution so is this... all this is it really even worth it?