So what I've been feeling for over a year is helplessness. I have a mother and sister who offer help emotionally but I refuse it. I was under the care of a psychiatrist who treated me x20+ years. I recently moved to VA to care for my mother and saw a new psychiatrist who changed my meds completely.
I struggle every day with the question. ..do I overdose now or do I keep trying? I have nobody other than my mom, whose health is failing. I have no income, no friends. I'm 45 years old and I've lived a wonderful life. The past 5 years have been intolerable. If I've lived a full life....can't I give up now? It seems too overwhelming to continue