I was just diagnosed today with severe depression and it’s been really aggressive since I’ve returned to school. I’m suffocating those who care about me I feel because I rely on them too much and it’s unhealthy. But they’re all I have that’s positive in my life and bring me happiness. I don’t mean to be a pain to people but I worry Day to day about the wellbeing of everyone around me. I feel like the world is on my shoulders and everyone has high expectations for me because of the person I am. I feel isolated and alone at times throughout the day even when those around me are interacting. I want to be happy but see no light at the end of this tunnel I’m going through. I feel overwhelmed and overbearing to those who love me and it kills me because I feel like I push them to the edge. When they reach a point I feel as if they’ll all disappear and I’ll be alone. I never thought I’d be diagnosed as depressed which is terrifying to me I just don’t know how I can fix it without everything coming down and ruining relationships with those around me.