I have been off of work for about 3 weeks and am currently supposed to go back Tuesday. I see my psychiatrist at 10:45 am Tuesday and just don't know what to do. I obviously need the money to keep my home, but I am so terrified of going back I feel I would rather die than leave my home. I am extremely terrified and don't know what to do. I was in impatient at the end of June to early July for 9 days.. I don't know if I should go back in or what... I am so scared and confused and feeling so lost. Does anyone have advice? Or ideas to get through this and to feel better? I am currently on Prozac and Buspar and it does not seem to be doing a single thing .. especially not for my anxiety. Psychiatrist talked about trying abilify if this upped dosage of Prozac didn't help. I am also extremely worried about that as I have never been on a medication like abilify. I have been diagnosed with major depression and general anxiety disorders. I have tried tons of different medication combinations and therapy and nothing seems to help. I felt in control for about a month after getting out of the hospital then it just fell apart all over again. I feel so helpless and like there is no hope or point in going on, let alone going back to work.. I don't think I can do it.