i am back

[yeja]

I have been a follower to this website for a while over a month ago I was having severe depression returning and I was feeling very very depressed and sorry for myself I had to switch to a new doctor after 20 years he made some changes with my medication and then at the end of July I started feeling better I had about a month feeling back to my normal self which was a blessing and so I deleted myself from this website because I felt I did not want to read anyone else's stories while I was feeling good and I was positive I would never have to be back in this place again well I was wrong it came back again last week a horrible depression in the morning is the worst I was fighting all week and make sure i went out and did things but yesterday I couldn't move from my bed I cried like a baby and I'm 61 years old I have a husband I have children I have grandchildren I have a 91-year-old mother who is my strength and pillar I have a call in to my doctor today because obviously these medications are not really working . What a horrific curse depression is

[gogogirl]

Sorry to hear about your depression being out of control. It sounds like you have a good support system including your wonderful mother. I wish you the best.

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Totally understand. I too came away from the site as I felt good. Not sure why I have dipped and the tears have started again. It's hard work trying to put on a brave face.