Lost tears

[Shem]

I can't cry anymore. All I feel is pain that just hurts. Having sex for the thrill, getting shit-faced drunk, getting high while stand on the edge of a bridge to later sit in darkness alone with my thoughts all night.

[Vonnah]

I'm sorry you feel this way😟 its hard to cry when we have cried all the tears we could possibility cry. I hope you find happiness soon💜 please don't give up🙏

[Vonnah in reply to Vonnah]

I do recommend counseling or medication from a doctor as well.

[mysmugcat]

I am sorry to hear these things. You may know alcohol is a depressant and the doctor told me it will drop you down more emotionally than before you start drinking. Are you able to see a doctor or counsellor? May I ask what country you live in? If you are having sex with random strangers, if, you put yourself in a vulnerable situation as you don't know them or what they might do. This does not excuse their behaviour. I am thinking you are likely self medicating with alcohol. Please seek some help. You are not in medicine?

*Taking medication?

[Windy101]

Keep breathing and try to muster up just a sliver of hope that things will get better, because they will. You don't have to live this way. I think in order to be safe you may want to consider going to a hospital emergency room. Start with staying alive and build from there.

[Hidden]

You're doing these things to avoid the emotional pain in you. These thoughts come from somewhere. Think of past experiences, actions or things said to you that bother you and start to heal. Eventually you won't need these destructive behaviours and addictions.