I really don't know

[Lovestarsandoreos]

Hi. I'm new and have no idea why I'm here.

I think it's because I'm confused.

A few years ago (round about the beginning of high School) I felt really sad and anxious many people said I might be depressed and quite a few people thought it was just normal emotions. I lost quite a bit of weight and lost interest in many things but I let it go thinking it was nothing.

Right now I just feel confused. There are many reasons why this could be anxiety and depression but I don't want to admit to it because Idk I don't think its a big deal. I'm over wanting to be happy or thinking I deserve anything. I guess I'm here because I want to know why I can't sleep until like 3am or why I cry so much and feel empty. Why I can feel a handful of emotions then become numb and lonely. I don't know if I can get better but I guess it'd be easier to be happy than to admit I'm not.

[Andi2]

I'm not an expert, but I really think you should talk to a doctor about your symptoms. There is help out there. Medication, relaxation techniques, exercise. These are all things that have helped me. I wish you all the best.

[Lovestarsandoreos in reply to Andi2]

I'd love to say I'm going to do that but I don't think I need to. I'm probably over reacting. Other people need it more. Thanks for caring