Relationships Break Me Every Time

[Minileah1218]

So basically this girl I really like left me for a week bc she was grounded. She and I had already made our relationship official the day she got grounded. Now it's been a week later, and she's told me she wants to leave again bc she wants to get off social media for a while. That part didn't bother me. I was upset she was leaving again, but I wanted her to do what was best for her. What really broke me was when she said she didn't know if she meant it when she told me the week before,"I'll wait for you. You're the only one I want." Like how tf am I supposed to react to that? I'm very fragile rn. I can't deal with losing someone else or being used again but that's exactly what happened. Pretty much I hate myself for getting so close to someone so fast. I hate myself for thinking anyone could love me, or truly care about me. All I seriously want is death.

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Hi Minileah. Sounds like ur going thru hell. I'm sorry u feel so down. I'm glad u reached out. B4 I wrote on this forum, I felt the same way u described. Alone, rejected, and wanting to die. I'm not fully over it, but I have found hope thru others going thru the same things. I hope u can find some hope, tho times r hard. If u want chat, I'm sitting here.

[2knowme]

Focus on doing things that you enjoy and make you laugh out loud...If someone along the way want to be a part of your space, enjoy that also! When you love yourself and are secure with who you are, others seem to gravitate in your direction...Love is always the best of everything but first you gotta learn to LOVE YOU! BELIEVE YOU ARE THE BEST OF EVERYTHING...YOU ARE "LOVE"!

[mmmutsvedu]

Hie i am Melz you don't have to be like that. don't be in a relationship that you are not benefiting from.maybe she wasn't the right partner for you.when the right person comes,u'll surely see her and thats for sure

[mmmutsvedu]

you know i experienced the same way as you described , i wished myself dead or wanting to commit suicide but to be honest with you praying helped me a lot and i found the right partner