It is almost 1 in the morning as I write this. I am thankful to have found this website and this group. I was just googling some weird symptoms I was having which ended up just being due to my anxiety. (I.e. Anxiety tremors, feeling nauseous, and a weird feeling when I am about to fall asleep. Don't know what that is yet) I AM TIRED. Not just physically as I write this with heavy eyes. But mentally. I am tired of this forever fear. I am tired of the lump in my throat. I am tired of this pit in my stomach and these irrational thoughts. I'm tired. But I will keep moving forward and working on me and my mental and physical health. I will not give up and let this run my life. Or at least that's what I'll tell myself for now.