Well I'm not exactly sure what to say or where to start... I have manic depression severe anxiety and ocd.. I was diagnosed at 15 when my mother decided she didn't want to deal with me and had me committed.. and we'll 11 years later I'm steal battling my demon's and wishing that I never was put on this earth. I have no one in my corner that I can vent to so it gets harder and harder to deal with my life. I've thought of suicide but I have 2 beautiful little girls and can't be selfish and take my life and myself away from them.. the past 2 months have been by far the worst days of my life, my husband just makes it worst cause he doesn't understand so it but me under even more anxiety. I'm just so unsure about everything.. I'm lost.. im afraid..