I've been struggling to find the right words to even express how I feel or what's happening inside my head. I know I've been here before. This feeling isn't new. I can't even bring myself to say it. It was hard enough admitting that I have anxiety, now depression. I kept telling myself it would pass. The random spells of sadness that comes out of the blue, shutting people out, wanting to only be alone. I'm 26 years old. I have my dream job, supportive family and friends, a loving girlfriend of 2 years; pretty much everything that I could dream of is in my reach. But through it all I still feel alone. I've lost my passion for anything and everything that used to excite me.