I am 18 years old and i have had anxiety pretty much since i was 9. Recently i have learned about depersonalization and im pretty sure i suffer from it. I constantly feel like im not here and everything around me is foggy. Kind of like im in a movie. I have terrible health anxiety. I always feel like im dying and that theres no hope anymore. I just want to get better because this is draining me and i dont know how much more i can take.