I don't cry often but today I felt a rage of emotions that I wasn't able control. I've been through hell these past few months (the loss of my father, marital problems, the loss of my 4 month pregnancy, having to stop my meds, having to resign from my teaching position) At first I blamed it on the withdrawl symptoms of having left my meds because I got pregnant and being hormonal. My depression levels and anxiety has been taking a toll on my life. Today I left the house thinking I'd feel better and ended up in my car on a store parking lot for what it felt like 2 hrs trying to fight my anxiety. Looking for answers, I came across this site.