Its hard feeling alone

[Waldvc]

I don't think it'll ever get easier being surrounded by people by feeling completely alone. I hate myself so much I just want to hurt myself but I've learned restraint and control though lately I fantasize about what it'd feel like to just let go

[BonnieSue]

Please call one of these numbers NOW: 1.800.273.8255 and 1.800.784.2433.

There's someone to talk to you at both of these numbers. They know how you feel.

[Xeryus2017 in reply to BonnieSue]

I second that you need to contact someone immediately!!! There are definitely crisis center out. Please your not alone, call someone. Like the numbers Bonnie Sue gave you. My panic attacks were so bad I felt like I was having a attack, so i checked myself into the hospital just recently, please call someone ok.

Xeryus2017

[Waldvc]

Thank you for providing those numbers for me. My mood swings leave me feeling quite vulnerable at times and I will be sure to utilize those hotlines if I feel unable to cope.

[BonnieSue]

I'm so glad to hear that! I'm not a mental health professional and the persons at those phones are.