Back in early February I had to switch therapists, because my therapist at the time was going on maternity leave. I saw this therapist for a year and I really was forming a professional relationship with her. I told her things that I kept bottled up inside me for so long and she was there for me. She also didn't judge and had a very kind heart. When I made the decision to switch therapists, I thought that it was for the best at the time considering her maternity leave. Man, was I wrong. I only saw the current therapist twice since then (she only has availability every other week and I have cancelled on her twice already). I really want my old therapist back and I don't think that I could switch back to her.
On another note, I can't seem to keep my psychiatry appointments. I was supposed to see the psychiatrist at first once a month, and I was keeping the appointments. Then things happened, I cancelled and once a month turned into every two months, then three months, etc. One time it took 4 months to see her, which wasn't recommended. I just kept cancelling because of drama at work, being sick and having no money. The last time that I saw my psychiatrist was also in February. Now, the relationship with my husband is suffering big time, I am extremely stressed out at work and have been written up for calling off too much (getting sick often and not seeing the doctor). I haven't seen a primary in several months either and I have to switch to a new one.