I have suffered from anxiety and depression since I was a child. Throughout the years it has been a roller coaster, sometimes very bad and sometimes not bad at all. Currently it is very bad.
I feel as if I can't do anything right and no one really understands or believes me. I'm terrified of losing my wife and feel like such a burden because of how I constantly feel.
I've been on and off medication for 3 years but been taking them steadily for almost a year. I started taking 50mg of Zoloft per day but now am taking 200mg per day and also Tako 1mg of Xanax 3 times per day. I don't even feel like the Xanax is doing anything anymore. I want to drink everything away so badly but I have been down that road before and am fighting the urge.