Yesterday my political science professor, who I used to respect and admire, singled me out in class, because he disagreed with my reasoning for not liking a political policy.
It'd be fine if he disagreed with me, but the man literally berrated me on being ignorant, even though I was confirmed right when I looked up the policy and consequences of the policy after class on PolitiFact and Snopes. He went after me for around five minutes of an hour long class and continued even though I told him that I didn't have the immediate sources and numbers because I wasn't expecting to be having this debate, especially not during the first five minutes of class.
The worst part is a good near half of the class literally laughed at me in front of an acquaintance in said class and another peer I respect. On our way out. Both my acquaintance and peer ignored me.
I'm so ashamed for even voicing my concern with said policy. I feel so defeated and lousy. I've already taken a semester off due to my diagnosed anxiety disorder and mild paranoia and now I don't even want to show my face in class. I can't even complain about it on Facebook because the professor is a Facebook friend of mine and I'm too embarassed to delete him. On top of this, I have a processing disorder where it takes me incredibly long to both solve simple equations and to figure my shit out.
I was humiliated in front of the entire class and I have no time to get over it before my next class tomorrow. It's too late in the semester to change classes and I don't know how I'm ever going to go back there yet, but I can't afford to drop this class.