This is the first time I am writing, in fact admitting about my feelings. I am very scared right now. I don't know what going to happen. I don't have a job, I have nothing to do. I feel I am a complete failure. I have lost track of what I want to do and what I want to become. I get anxious while talking to people. J feel as if everyone judges me and make fun of me. I can't even express my feeling completely. There are times when I cry for no reason at all. I don't know what to do.