I applied for ObamaCare again today. Thought I would give it a try since I have a small amount of income this year, around 200 - 250 a month. Yet again I don't qualify for ANY assistance and have been excused from the fines because my income is so low. I can't seem to find anyone in the Madison County NC area that offers any type of free or significantly reduced assistance with mental health issues. I am seriously depressed and anxious. I can't be alone for more than 10 minutes without bursting into tears. My boyfriend and I are fighting all the time because I'm so anxious about every single thing that I do. He told me today he doesn't know how much longer he can put up with it. He's bi-polar and I am being very taxing on his patience. If he leaves me my only choice will be to return to my childhood home which is where the depression started so many years ago. I am at a loss and getting more and more hopeless by the minute. I don't want to go check into a hospital and be labeled as a psycho for the rest of my life and I am so sick of scouring the internet to find no help. If there is anyone in NC who can suggest a group or a company. I need help and I am clinging to the last bit of reality I have in asking for it here. I fear if I don't get help soon I will be lost forever and just go completely off the deep end. I am not going to kill myself, I don't have the balls for it number one and number two I couldn't do that to my family.