I am thinking about medication for anxiety. I'm tired of fighting and struggling. I'm scared of meds because they are so addictive. Was on a benzodiazepine years ago and it worked great. But my dr took me off too fast, and was a horrible experience. Had seizures and became worse with the anxiety. So this subject gives me confusion,fear,trust issues with doctors. What do you do when get to that place of being so stuck to point of i give up,or want to give up. Feels like I'm just waisting my life, and time is going to run out. I look at how many years have passed, and I'm still in same place. Worn out!