I have suffered from anxiety my whole life it has gotten worst since Ive became a parent and I worry myself . And push people away because of fear.. Everyone else see's me as this strong woman and are so proud of me .. But underneath it all .. I am a complete mess. My heart is racing typing this and I am in tears because I never talked to anyone about it other than my therapist when I was younger . I haven't seen a doctor as an adult yet . I cant afford one . So I just take it all day by day .