Morning everyone, its been a while since I've written on this forum as with my medication and counselling I started to feel human and not like a robot.
Anyhow my counselling has stopped and my other health problems are getting sorted, slowly getting there. Don't get me wrong I still have my bad days, yesterday was one of those days but worse.
It all started with my nasty, bullying, woman hating neighbour. The council came round to have a look at a job that needs doing, so he parked a bit over their drive as that was the only place available. The woman came round ranting and gave the council man a mouthful (bad language included). She wasn't even wanting to go out anywhere, it was just the fact of him parking a bit over their drive. Then we had a takeaway and the same happens again but this time he was parked outside their house then to top it all I had my shopping delivered at 9pm last night by a woman from Tescos. When I answered the door she was shaking and seemed upset as she had to park by their drive and he came out and used very colourful language at her. She took photos as evidence as she was not parked over their drive, he then came round ranting at me and my 2 daughter's (1 daughter is 18 and the other is 28 and pregnant) I've been keeping a diary of events that have happened with him but now I'm feeling very low and crying all the time. I feel like disappearing, its only my daughter's that are keeping me here. I hate coming home, its like he thinks he owns the road. The other things he's done is kill my elderly cat by going up and down his drive with the cat underneath, entering my back garden to get some bricks I had (didn't even ask me), came into my front garden to paint his fence and trampled over my flowers, reported me because my cat was sick on his drive, reported my daughter for parking outside his house, throw dog dirt over my fence etc etc etc.It's at the stage were I'm feeling suicidal again but don't want to go down that road again as its taken a long time to feel good again. My 18 yrs old hates coming home as he has been vile towards her but what else can I do, the council and police have both told me to keep a diary but surely they can help me in other ways. I was abused and groomed by my ex husband.
Has anyone any advice as slowly I'm going back to stage 1??