My boyfriend and I recently broke up and for the past 3 weeks I've been going through what I can only describe as one of the worst times in my life. I completely deluded myself into thinking we were meant to be together and put everything I had into the relationship, heart, body and soul. I feel broken to the point where I just don't know what to do any more. Outside of work, where I am barely functioning, I walk, eat healthily, see friends and basically try anything and everything I can to move on. I know this takes time but I'm afraid I'm never going be myself again, and the person I once was is lost forever - I just can't access her. To compound things further, my ex has revealed his true colours and completely cut me out of his life after promising me he'd be there for me no matter what. I know it's not healthy to have contact with him so despite him saying he'll contact when he's ready I know I won't reciprocate if he does get in touch. I don't have many friends where I live and am finding daily tasks like eating, showering, working etc so bloody difficult - I'm just so weak both emotionally and physically. I feel like a broken person with little to turn to and no real life anymore (my life was intrinsically wrapped up in his). I'm scared that if I carry on I could lose my job and my home. Please, anyone, I need some help, I'm so lost.