So another week has gone by and it has been a total waste. I made a schedule and knew exactly what I wanted to do, but I still did nothing. There's this nagging voice inside of me telling me to stop being lazy and get of my butt, but my body and mind remains unwilling to cooperate. I always tell myself before I fall asleep that tomorrow will be different but it never is. There is one good this though. For some reason I can fall asleep at night now, something that has eluded me for months. Maybe I should just remain patient and not try to rush things too much.