This is my first blog about where I'm at. I am slightly intoxicated so a little less inhibited - the social lubricant seems to be taking effect, so here goes.
I came to this site a few months ago - too many to remember. And I found myself being inexorably drawn towards finding out how to take control of my own health and being neither an apologist nor a 'heart-sink' patient. I'ts taken me all this time to get to grips with my condition, but this is where I'm at.
I saw Dr P - three years ago. I saw him once and followed his protocols including his follow-on readings of the temperature, pulse-rate and general rating of my health. Great for a while, but I relapsed. Wasn't sure Dr P had all the answers, and went to see Dr G M and his sepulchral nurse A. A could neuter with a glance. Adrenals could be shriveled with one of his oh-so subtle sneers. In effect, I paid for several one-hour consultations with Dr M, where actually about 30-40 minutes was spent stroking A's fur the correct way and 20-30 minutes spent verbal jousting with G, a plump, white-haired, jolly man who switched from a kind of jesty-jousting to sincere and serious when discussing the range of blood test results that cost around £600 a pop.
This led 125mcg of GP prescribed levo along with 3 grains of Armour, and a monthly bill from the pharmacist and other supplement suppliers in Belgium he recommends - at around £250 a pop. And after feeling absolutely bloody marvelous for a few months, in the end I was hyper, palpitating, shaking, sleepless, potentially diminished as a neurotic in my GPs eyes and broke again.
So, Now I'm becoming an expert patient - for myself. I'm stopping all the glandulars, going to have a saliva test for my cortisol levels and circadian rhythm, potentially using T3 to clear rT3 from my system, according to the results of the fT3 and rT3 ratio; I'm going to go CT3M in any case once I've got the "T3, or not T3" question answered because at the moment I'm on NDT - prescribed by an endo who is listening despite liking to frighten me with stern warnings about osteoporosis, or waking up one morning paralysed down one side, etc etc; I'm on a split dose of NDT and am starting to understand why I might need to take the first dose earlier than 6am etc.
One more thing - I just want to say thanks to generous people like Clarebear, RedApple, LouiseWarvillToo, Paul Robinson - all of you, in fact, who are generous with your hard-earned knowledge and time. This place has given me strength.
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