Hi! I began menopause at 39, and apart from hot flashes that were kept under control with HRT, I was doing well. Happy go lucky, fun life. Then at the age of 50, I had a complete thyroidectomy due to multiple goitre which were Pre cancerous. When I went in for surgery I felt well both mentally and physically. On the other side of the thyroidectomy however I felt completely off balance hormonally. It’s now been 2 years and am on 180mg of nature thyroid having been found to be allergic to Levothyroxine.
I never struggled with stress anymore that the next person, even though I had 2 son’s self harm and myself a terminal cancer diagnosis, which happily I beat at 18. We emigrated to Canada, exciting not stressful at all. No racing heart, no feeling lost. And now, I feel both of those things immensely and I just can’t see a way through this nightmare, my TSH has come down to 7.6 from 96, I’m on a small dose of testosterone, but still don’t know what’s the symptoms of hypothyroidism and what’s menopause? I just feel so utterly alone.