Hi Everyone, I went yesterday to my 6 month post chemo check-up and found out what I pretty much already knew that the ovarian cancer is back. I could feel that something was different, so I wasn't surprised until I heard one of the spots in my lower left abdomen was 5 by 5 cm. I do feel scared but I am trying to stay positive. I am relieved that they are going to let me continue teaching. The plan is to have a port put in early next week and next Thursday to start a combination of Avastin and Paclitaxel. I didn't have a port for my previous 27 chemos but my veins are fried. I am nervous about the port. How does it feel to have one in? How have people felt on Avastin? I also want to thank all those who replied to my first post and wished me well. You are all on my mind and I wish everyone a wonderful day.